
Not that we haven't had our bad days. I'm sure Todd hopes the day never comes again (hypothetically) when he comes home from work to find me curled up on the floor in our bedroom in front of the space heater and have this (hypothetical) conversation:
Him, "You OK?"
Me, "Nope."
Him, "How long have you been there?"
Me, "Dunno."
Him, "What are the kids doing?"
Me, "Dunno... but they're safer out there alone than with me."
Him, "Oooookay. Um, I'll start dinner. You just come out when you're ready."
Hypothetically.
Alright. True story. Not my best moment. How do you explain hormones to children?!?
Elizabeth has been a life saver. She is the kindest, most thoughtful, most patient little mother to the other kids ever. She has really stepped up and been so much help. It's a totally different experience this time around for me. Caroline is full of loves and sweet things to say, she always hugs the baby before she goes to bed or leaves for school. Even Louis has been a trooper. I have the best kids ever. So far me and Bacon Bit have pretty much been surviving solely on:
homemade bread (bless my neighbor Michelle for bringing me the first few loaves, then giving me the best fool-proof bread recipe ever!),
smoothies,
dry frosted mini wheats,
animal crackers, and
ice water. Lots and lots of ice water.
Unfortunately there has been a strict zero tolerance policy for chocolate or sweets of any kind. (Is this really MY child?) I'm in negotiations for a policy change.
I think I'm still a little in shock that this is really happening. I could not be more happy, honestly! There was awhile there we really thought that our baby days were over, and I love me some babies, so I'm just overwhelmed with joy at getting to do this again. I cannot wait to smell that sweet baby hair, and snuggle that little face into my neck. *sigh* Plus, I get to tell Todd, "HA! I was right and you were wrong!" I want another one after this one just to show him who's boss. We'll see.
6 comments:
Ultrasound pictures are amazing! Sorry to know that you were not feeling too good during the last three months but glad that is over and the other kiddos survived :o)
Can't wait to see you again!
Oh, my poor sweet Alynn. I wish I was there to go get your kids and bring them to my house to play. I would do it. Every day. My kids are so good when other kids are around to play, they're happier and I'm happier. Anyway, I wish I could help, it's just hard when you're three time zones away. :( Luv ya anyway and I'm sending feel good thoughts your way.
Oh I feel you! So glad you are not sick anymore! We had many a first-trimester day where Ben found me in just about the same position he left me in about 9 hours before. It's so hard! So worth it. And you forget so fast! During the worst of it for me I pledged this was our last baby, now I'm thinking I could do it again...It wasn't that bad, right? Yes, it was, but I've already forgotten!
Three cheers for wonderful older children that "take care of things" while mom is down and out...as long as everyone is alive, right?
So happy for you guys, it's definately a cute little gummy bear!
Oh, I think you're amazing! And yay for hubby and kids pitching in, that's so sweet!
And I totally want your bread recipe, I'll have to grab it from you sometime.
Older kids make ALL THE DIFFERENCE, I AGREE! Sooooo sad it was a rough trimester--that first one is a doozy! Hoping things settle down and you find your happy place again! lol :)
Oh, smelling the sweet baby hair! Now you're making me want one too. Good thing we live so close and I can come over and hold your baby ALL THE TIME. Love you!
Post a Comment